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As I grew older, I began wondering about the version of my mother that existed before I did. Not just the parent who raised me, but the younger person she once was: the life she’d imagined for herself, the experiences that shaped her, the parts of her history that I will never fully know.
Many of us know our mothers in practical roles first: caretakers, disciplinarians, emergency contacts, occasional embarrassments. But the earlier versions of them often survive only in fragments. They might share an old photograph or make a fleeting comment about a life that existed before ours. Mothers can watch us become ourselves, but we rarely get to witness who they were before we arrived.
Over time, we begin to see our moms less as fixed parental figures and more as full people: loving and flawed, familiar and unknowable. Today’s newsletter gathers stories that try to make sense of that realization.
On Mothers
What to Read to Understand Your Mom
By Sophia Stewart
These stories offer a starting point—and perhaps some insights—for those seeking perspective on their parent. (From 2025)
Now I Know What My Mother Was Saying
By Elizabeth Bruenig
I always knew my mother loved me. I didn’t realize the full practical cost of her love until becoming a mother myself. (From 2025)
What Happens to a Woman’s Brain When She Becomes a Mother
By Adrienne LaFrance
From joy and attachment to anxiety and protectiveness, mothering behavior begins with biochemical reactions. (From 2015)
Still Curious?
- How adult children affect their mother’s happiness: Plenty of moms feel something less than unmitigated joy around their grown-up kids. Make sure yours feels that she’s getting as much out of her relationship with you as she gives, Arthur C. Brooks wrote in 2021.
- The problem with mothers and daughters: In their 2022 books, the writers Elizabeth McCracken and Lynne Tillman look back at the fraught ends of their mothers’ lives, Judith Shulevitz wrote.
Other Diversions
- The forgotten radicalism of Mary Cassatt
- The perverse tyranny of a perfect transcript
- “This is not going to be the next COVID.”
PS
My colleague Isabel Fattal recently asked readers to share a photo of something that sparks their sense of awe in the world. “This is a picture of a California state flower that I captured in Los Feliz in the neighborhood of Griffith Park. I like taking pictures of flowers and this is unique with a white edge and a deep orange color. First time I ever saw such a color on a poppy flower,” Kanika S. from Los Angeles, California, writes.
We’ll continue to feature your responses in the coming weeks.
— Rafaela
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