When I decided to move in with fellow veteran Marines, the motivation was practical. I wanted to save money and believed shared military experience would make living together simple. We understood discipline, teamwork, and sacrifice. I assumed that would carry over naturally into civilian life.
I was wrong. I quickly realized I was stepping into a home filled with unresolved trauma — like illness, addiction, and divorce.
I had to check my ego immediately. I had to decide whether to retreat or become a supportive teammate.
Shared military experience doesn’t mean we were all in the same place mentally
In the military, standards are enforced by structure. In civilian life, that structure disappears. Even though we were all Marines, we were at very different stages of life. Some had once been at their peak and were now at a low point. Others were starting over with limited resources.
Our scars didn’t match, and neither did our coping mechanisms.
I learned quickly that camaraderie alone doesn’t heal trauma. We would support each other one moment and withdraw the next. Everyone carried their pain differently, and sometimes the house felt heavy with it.
I became quieter, retreating into my room for long stretches. I didn’t socialize much and rarely left to decompress. Being surrounded by others’ struggles exposed my own tendency to isolate under stress.
I decided to take a leadership role in the house
When I first moved in, I learned there were a lot of rules I needed to follow in the house. It reminded me that this wasn’t my place, no matter how much money I contributed.
I could’ve pushed back, but instead I chose to be a leader and demonstrate humility. I started doing the unglamorous work: cleaning, cooking, driving roomates to appointments, and helping however else I could.
I tried focusing on making everyone’s life easier, including my own. I was offered nothing in return, but I kept serving my roommates anyway.
This approach helped me leave my isolation. I accepted that I wanted my own place again, but I treated this period as preparation rather than punishment.
I saved money, but I learned something more valuable
Looking back, living in that environment was both a calling and a turning point. I couldn’t tell my story without that chapter. We were grieving, rebuilding, and teaching each other with very little. It forced me to slow down, abandon ego, and redefine strength.
I eventually learned that leadership is not about being the loudest or strongest person in the room. It’s about patience, adaptability, and being willing to serve without recognition.
Living with fellow veteran Marines didn’t just save me money. It taught me how to lead when all structure is gone.
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